The time is now

Well, I'm back. My time in Ireland was amazing and relaxing. No email, no cell phone (too cheap to buy an international plan), and no thoughts about the big IVF. Now, I'm home. I'm giving this month one more shot, and when AF arrives (which she will), I'll be calling the RE to get this show on the road. I'm scared and excited and most prominently, nervous. I'm nervous that this is my last shot. I may never get the chance to carry my own child inside me. I'm exhausted just thinking about it.